One day, at the philosophy class. My lecture wants to reading our characteristic.
"He's kind a bit insane", i said to my friend. And then when my turn to be read by my lecture, i was smiling at him with no reason, i've just think that he was just bragging at me.
And then he says, "You are smiling right now, but behind that smile you feel suffer" then i suddenly stopped smiling "you have so many friends around you, why don't you trusted them to share your pain, open up your heart. Don't try to hiding behind your smile" his word has suddenly bumped at me.
And i've realized that all this time, i was hiding behind my own smile. Pretend that i